Realization and satisfaction

The last weekend was a very important one in my life. I have gone through some realization and pain over this weekend. I am not sure should I write them on my blog or not. I will write only about my feelings and not the events. Because that will complicated the matter.

I realize one important think , that is family is important and there is no way you can forget them. I should be strong enough to stand by my family. I prove some of it and I will definitely prove it in the future. I always go opposite to the current, it is hard time and I will hold my ground.

I was satisfied that everything was ok and I am able to help. I am seeing change in front of me. And I pray that it will come good result.

Lets hope for the best.

Back to blog with change.

Back again…………….after a long time , writing againg to this  blog. Although  I spend so many time on the net, but mostly wasting  time. I am determined now to spend some time with my blog from this  time onward.

Let me tell something about the changes in my life. I am working at new firm now, at  M&H , it not so much new to me any more.  Many other things have also changed my body , my face, my attitude , my feeling and some thing remain unchange – my bad luck.

This year in 2008 I  am getting tired and looking back at time, I am seeing nothing but darkness at my behind and I am seeing no goals infront. My life is simple now . I wake up early in the morning , go to office , browse some internet, do some face booking , do some routine work and came back home at night, take my dinner and go to sleep early and the cycle begain again. The thing that scars me most is the aim less life of mine.What ever I do whatever I become won’t change the shit I am in. If you ask me  what is my problem am gona tell you that it is none of your business. and believe me it isn’t .

I shouldn’t write like this in this blog. But can’t help it. Hope this post will be lost amonge the other post.